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Interests: (*(*(ADAM)*)*) THE LOVE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE <33 Singing. Writing. Kisses. Hugs. Cuddling. MAKING OUT!! Hanging with my friends. Fone.. obviously IM.. depends whos on. My bestest friends!! Brandi, Alex, Adam, Scott And my sis!!! Courtney i love you <33 Striped shirts. Bubble gum. Dark Corners. Dancing in the Rain!!!!! Poetry. Piercings.. LIPS AND EYEBROWS ROCK MAN!! Bright eyes. Dark lipstick. Black eyeliner. lime green, pink, red, and black. Horror movies. Cutting. Throwing things. Stabbing the wall. Partying (depends whose party). Separating myself. Crying.. actually that's just a daily routine. Jack Skellington.. a sexy man he is. Tacky jewlery <3 Taking Back Sunday. Story of the year. The Juliana Theory. My Chemical Romance. Keen. Evanescence. Sevendust. A Perfect Circle. Crossfade. Breaking Benjamin. The Get-up Kids. Linkin Park. Sugarcult. Drowning Pool. The Killers. Franz Ferdinand. System of a Down. Papa Roach. Jimmy Eat World.
Expertise: Being my goofay self! Hugs. Kisses. (((Cuddling))) Singing. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!! Goofing Off. Hmmm... I'm not sure what else.. find out for yourself


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Thursday, February 10, 2005

new xanga... www.xanga.com/Razorblade_Kiss_0x

I'll type on there.

Abbs </3


Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Currently Playing
Chuck
By Sum 41
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Well.. Adam was back in school today.. so that was cool in a way. Duno what was wrong though.. forgot to ask ah well, I will ask him tomorrow. Hmm.. we have no p.m. bus service today or tomorrow.. I had to call my mom and ask her to come get me cause I totally forgot -gulp- So I had to wait with everyone who got picked up or went to the second campus.. and that was really boring. I just paced and complained to Theo about how I didn't want to see Nikki and Michelle today.. heh.. But yeah.. I was pretty quiet the whole day.. except for at free time cause I was extremely hyper But that is always fun. Then somehow we got into talking about drugs and alcohol in science.. and we were all talking about the affects of it and stuff.. haha. We had a substitute.. THANK GOD! But then he started yelling alot and I was just like.. would you STFU? You're yelling right in my ear.. -sigh- dumbass..

On our way home, we drove by my bus stop and saw dad sitting there waiting for me.. and we were like aw, shit. So we had to go back and get Courtney so we could go home.. But Michelle was there.. and started talking to me.. and I'm just sitting there, blasting the music so that I can hardly hear her and then she's like well I hope you are doing okay with your illness and all.. and goes, "I'll see you later." and hugs me.. omg.. i was just like AHH!! GET OFF ME!! haha.. Once she left I just like blew up and Courtney and Mom just laughed.. Eh, well.. at least that is over with..

So the movie, The Notebook.. GREAT movie.. it was soo sweet.. I loved it.. I recomend it Hmm well.. I'm waiting for my dinner to finish.. good lord.. I'm so fucking hungry.. I just want some food! Is that too much for a girl to ask?!?

SI Free: 0 days.. figures.

Abbs </3

 I have no fucking idea..

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Currently Watching
The Notebook
By Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams, James Garner, Gena Rowlands, Joan Allen
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Welp today was boring.. had lots of homework.. blah My mom picked me up at 2 today cause I had a freakin doctors app. again.. had to get a cat scan which was very boring and I was very sleepy.. So I just stared at the blinking red light on the ceiling.. What was funny was that when my mom left the room, the doctor gives me this wierd look and goes, "Is there any chance that you might be pregnant?" and I'm like uh.. no..? (She supposedly has to ask every girl patient that before a cat scan) so yeah.. that was just kind of like eh, just.. boring.

Yeah so school was boring.. Adam wasn't in school today or yesterday.. so.. i duno.. maybe he broke a bone or sprained something or got another concusion.. i swear, he is gonna wind up with brain damage one day and become a fucking retard.. haha. Okay well I'm watching The Notebook right now so I'm just gonna watch it and put on some icons.

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SI Free: 0 days.

Abbs </3


Sunday, February 06, 2005

Currently Watching
Boogeyman 2 (Director's Cut)
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Yesterday I went to the mall and the movies with Emily, Brandi, and Morayo. We got something to eat first, I GOT A CORNDOG!! I was soo happy. I had been craving those allllll week. And the ones at school made my stomach hurt But anyway, after we ate, we went to go get the tickets to our movie. We had an hour and a half until it started, so we walked around the mall for a bit. I got to spend my gift cards, which was cool, but I didn't have one for Hot Topic which made me majorly pissed So I have to get my check cashed and buy shit from their eventually.. So after we went shopping for a little bit, we went to see the movie The Boogeyman.. I thought the movie was good, but the end of the movie was retarted. Everyone kept screaming in the movie theatre and then they would start cracking up laughing after they screamed. Haha it was great. I had alot of fun.. it took my mind off of some things for a while.. So I'm glad the girls took the time to go out with me. But just when I thought things were getting better, I saw my ex-bf, Lukas, but lucky for me he didn't see me. He was all surrounded by a group of girls.. gah, that pimp. He's cool though. lol. Hmm.. ket's see.. I saw 12 people that I knew.. which was not so cool.. I didn't want to see them at that point.. but whatever. Then we waited for Emily's parents after Morayo left.. and it turns out that her dad went outside of the food court when he was supposed to wait INSIDE of the food court for her and when he didn't see her, he just left. So she called him on her cell and then got him to come pick her up. Once she left, Brandi came back to my house and spent the night, and Tiesha and Melinda were already there, so they slept over too.

Then we all went to church today but we spent it in the car cause we were just like eh.. and we listened to the radio and played BOPIT! So that was coooooooooool. Then we got all of our shit together and dad took us to moms house. We came over here and watched The Grudge.. Well, actually.. not all of it. We shut it off 3/4 into the movie.. it was so retarted. Welp.. I've gotta go spend some time with my mom and my sis.. and besides, I'm hungry anyway. And it's almost my sisters turn to get on.. Later.

SI Free: 3 days I believe..

 HAHAHA that was just fucking great..

Well thats enough for today..

Abbs </3


Friday, February 04, 2005

Currently Reading
The Night I Disappeared
By Julie Reece Deaver
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Welp.. we errupted our volcanoes yesterday.. eh, it was okay.. the guys thought it was fucking awesome and i was like oh please.. that was so retarted.. GET SOME FUCKING BLAST OFFS!! haha they should have been bigger erruptions than that.. they were fucking pathedic. Anway, I got my wrists checked again yesterday.. funny thing is.. dad didn't notice that I had a few new ones.. haha helllllll yessssssss!!! I need to cut again though.. which kind of sucks but hey.. ill live.

Tonight I'm not going anywhere.. not doing anything.. just staying home.. maybe i'll get online but I won't be talking much.. eh, I duno.. we will see.. -sighs- im so fucking sick of trying to put on a show for Adam everyday.. I'm fucking miserable. and he knows it. I don't think he realizes it as much as he needs to though.. he says I wouldn't "understand" why we aren't together.. something about his old school.. and he wouldnt tell me the rest.. I WANT TO KNOW WHY WE AREN'T TOGETHER! AND I WANT TO KNOW WHY THINGS AREN'T THE WAY THEY USED TO BE! im so fucking confused.. I just want it to be like old times.. I want the old Adam back.. I want the old US back.. I need it.. Well.. I could go on and on about Adam so I'm just going to stop for now.. maybe I'll type on here later.. I duno.. either that or I'll be lying around somewhere.. being a lazy ass.. and critisizing myself about how miserable I am.. I know, gay, right?


+ Evanescense- All of me (or at least I think that is what it's called) +

I'm so tired of being here..
Sopressed by all my childish fears..
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave.
Cause your presense still lingers here..
And it won't leave me ALONE

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too rEaL
There's just too much that time cannot e r a s e

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your *tears*
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have.. ALL-OF-ME

You used to captivate me
By your resinating light.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind..
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too rEaL
There's just too much that time cannot e r a s e

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your *tears*
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have.. ALL-OF-ME

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone..
But though you're still with me..
I've been alone all //along\\

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your *tears*
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have.. ALL-OF-ME...



SI Free: not even a day.. and probably won't be by the end of tonight.

Abbs </3



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